Sigh

What should I do? I hate being the patty, but I can't blame anyone now isn't it? I caused all this to happen.. This is what I asked for right?

Whatever decision I've made is wrong. Sigh.
This phrase keep popping into my mind: "aiya! Dont know la!" but, i don't know how to solve the problem.

Stupid me. I should have planned everything properly..... I always fail to.
perhaps, planning to jump off the building will be easier.


I
Just
Cant
Take
Stress.