It's hard..

I can only work this out it myself. No one can help me.
Nobody has the same dream as I do.

I hate school, I hate books, I hate words, I simply hate everything that keeps my mind working.

I can only fulfill the dream myself.
Having friends are good, they will be by your side when you want them to. but, not always - I've experienced.

I realize, there are thousands and millions of dreams. Everyone have different dreams.
As for mine, I know I can never reach for it.

I am just to coward.
I don't dare to do it alone.
I need a company.


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Or maybe, it's time for a change.